Snoopy & Qoo
On Friday 23 November 2007, I went to The Siam Paragon to watch Love of Siam with N’Goy. I got out of the office at 5.30 PM. N’Goy was waiting for me at Star Bucks, Siam Paragon. N’Goy looked beautiful *♥o♥* She went to Sport Day at her school, Couvent De L’assomption with her friends. I arrived The Siam Paragon at 7.10 PM. We went to eat Japanese foods at Fumi in Food Hall. The show started at 7.20 PM. so we missed the beginning of the movie.
I wanted to see this movie because I listened to the director’s interview on EFM. He said he wanted the audiences to think “How much space do you have for people who different from you?”. He wanted to let them to see a different kind of love. Why would you want to be something you’re not?
I like this movie but I guess most of male audiences felt yuck. They expected to see a teenager love story but it turned to be something they didn’t want to see.
Sometimes love is just not enough. 2 people from 2 different places decide to live together. To have commitment. It takes something more than love. Every couple needs support from their parents or friends. They want you to bless them.
The scene that made me cry was the scene that Synjai asked her son to choose what he truly wants. The symbol of a girl or a guy to hang on the Christmas tree. She started to accept what her son is. To love him as he is.
It reminds me when I first told my Papa and Mama that I am lesbian. My Papa said “No matter what you are, you are still my daughter and I love you”. He’s the man.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
I have changed myself just for one reason. The reason is love. I want to make this love last forever. Even I have to swallow my pride and there’s nothing left to be me.
